Yes I'm hurt and you wonder why,

Could be all that pain you tried to hide;

Telling me it would all be OK,

Muffling me and taking my breath away.

 

I've had time to heal and cover over the sting,

I've had time to rethink everything;

To come to terms with all you hid,

To come to terms with everything that we did.

 

There was me your little wiping boy,

I got wiped straight out of my joy;

I cried dry tears right into my teeth,

And later used it as the weaponry of defeat.

 

Your tore me down and caused me to fade from day,

I went ahead and let it all go your way;

You said you loved me with lips so cold,

I chilled beneath the covers that I no longer hold.

 

Torn and sold and made a bore,

Hurt, scorned, burned and beaten,

I've since had time to settle for a little more,

To see life with a heart that has sweetened.

 

I was hurt, and I have fallen,

But the serenity here is solemn,

You thought you were more and you felt you were grand;

But now this big wiped boy is the only thing that you want to have.

 

You think you'll have me now,

this new gift so sweet,

This perfect boy who anyone would want to keep,

so total and complete.

 

The way I see life is now so clear, beautiful, and purified,

I danced with hell and have already been petrified;

Death has no hold on me any longer,

I was weak but now infinitely stronger

 

But now you can't have the gifts which you once sold,

This sacred Serenity and Joy that I now hold;

You can't tare it all away again,

Your going to have to live with all your sin.

 

I gave you the chance,

and waited for you to change;

I gave you the chance,

but you just bickered over age.

 

Now I'm the one with all the cards of life,

I live for myself and not for you fools,

I've already felt enough of your precious strife,

The sacred loves of Happiness are henceforth my jewels.